Tuesday, March 20, 2007omg i think i will fail my freaking guitar grading!!!! i screwed up the sight reading!! i kinda forgot abt crotchet and stuff and the whole thing was out of beat. :( im really sad. i kinda knew ill screw that section up..cos i suck in sight reading. AND my power/barred chords!!! i think i left an entire section out. :(:( the examiners were really kind, giving me another chance all and hinting to me, but i still screwed it up. man, im tramautised. ill be so embarrassed if i fail this. grade 10 leh! the easiest one. if i fail this i swear i wont be touching the electric guitar for a long time. i tried enjoying myself in playing 'roxanne' by the police and the exam piece in the book though. tapping my feet all and the examiner asked 'wow, u like rock huh?' hhahahah.i think i didnt screw up the scales..but still!!!!!! i failed the note reading all!! :(its gonna lower my percentage greatly, THEN, im gonna fail.
so..i got the subject combi i want..lit, hist, econs and H1 math.(which is like amath.just kill me.)econs is so freaking hard. cos i didnt go for first 3 months all, so im pretty behind the rest. i tried understanding though, reading the lecture notes privately and paying my upmost attention in class.its interesting, no doubt. but kinda hard to grasp the concept. and they are kind to give us AN ESSAY WHICH MUST BE 3 PAGES LONG, DUE TOMORROW, ON THE FIRST FREAKING LECTURE. go figure. so the plan is, im gonna call lucia later to ask for guidance.hahha.
hmm..im turning 17 like next week and i dont feel excited at all.hahhaha like i dont really care?omg im really old huh, in 3 yrs time, ill be 20. make that 4 yrs time, ill be freaking 21. an freaking adult. wow. its a scary thought.
everyone is like in love nowadays.hahahhahha im not naming anybody ah. i cant imagine myself being in love hahaha cos i find it hard to like actually have romantic feelings for somebody hahaha, so yeah, its confirmed, im gonna die a spinster.