Friday, March 06, 2009Today, the taxi driver said to us, "12 years of studying and in the end, all you get is a piece of paper."
How true. Not even a piece, half a piece of paper with words determines where our future lies.
I dont know how to feel. Im not happy, but Im not devastated either.
I think it is because deep down I know I asked for it, I was too complacent on the subjects that I did badly in. And I believe in "What you reap is what you sow." I certainly did not reap much, therefore what I sowed is not ideal. But Im trying to be contented because at least FASS in a local university isn't too far out of reach, (but then again, you'll never know.)
I know mum is not too happy even though she says she really is because at least I can (
PROBABLY) make it to a local Uni, but my peers did so much better and she knows. That upsets me the most I guess, not with her but with myself.
So my old friends Regret and Disappointment are here to visit me for a loooong time again.
ANYWAY.
Im really happy for Siew, Jo, Vic and Robs (: hard work really really pays off.